It's been such a long time...(hmmm Boston)
You get caught up with the education for your future career, a woman who seeks you out of the pack only to drop it like it's hot in the end, and you pass go, but you're not collecting that two hundred dollars...That's what I've been doing.
What is it about sorrow/somber/sulking that makes people want to write? I started this blog around a break up, and I'm bringing it back with one now too. I swear I'm a happy guy.
It's finals time and I've been in full ball breakin' mode. Having just about gone through two quarters, I've learned a lot in the realms of education, spirituality, community and lifestyle. Of course those recent experiences in my life have helped me clear the path to these understandings, but I'd like to be a bit boastful and say I've finally spun the mirror around in my heart and have become aware of my wants and beliefs through the reflection. I now know that I want the simple life, and no I'm not talking Paris and Nicole. I want to maintain a spiritual side, a global community activist side, a tree choppin' ax side, a ride my bike into the park/woods with guitar and sketchbook in hand side, a happy side.
And that's exactly what those sides create for me: happiness. I feel older knowing this. I feel older looking on and interacting with those I know who don't get it. Who are still caught in the hamster wheel that this world forms around us. Truth be told, I'm not even out of the hamster wheel yet, but I've got my feet on the edge and I know exactly where I'm going to take off running to when I hit the ground.
Ugh
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